I think it comes and goes. I talked to Ichiro earlier and I'm sure I remembered everything for part of that conversation, but now I have no idea.
[thanks, she hates it.]
But I do. I know who all of you are. I don't exactly know why I have the opinions I do about anyone, but I have those impressions, sort of, I remember things you've all said and done before. My end of it is just... absent.
To be honest with you I'm working mostly off of what feels right at the time and I couldn't tell you how well it's working, but it's an improvement on how it felt before we came back.
[it just. felt important, somehow, to try to go on with things. to be as okay as possible given the absolute what the fuckery of this situation instead of losing her mind about it. it's a little hard.]
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[thanks, she hates it.]
But I do. I know who all of you are. I don't exactly know why I have the opinions I do about anyone, but I have those impressions, sort of, I remember things you've all said and done before. My end of it is just... absent.
To be honest with you I'm working mostly off of what feels right at the time and I couldn't tell you how well it's working, but it's an improvement on how it felt before we came back.
[it just. felt important, somehow, to try to go on with things. to be as okay as possible given the absolute what the fuckery of this situation instead of losing her mind about it. it's a little hard.]